Background info: I have a hotpast fetish and my girlfriend knows about it and she is very open with telling me lots of details about her sex life. She is an extremely charismatic, petite Latina and I am a regular white dude.

Once when we were having sex and she told me how much she loved my cock, I asked her why. She told me that it was just the right size, so I asked her again what she meant by that. She then said that it wasn't so big that it hurt, but it wasn't too small either. I then asked her if she had had bigger ones, whereupon she grinned at me and provocatively said that many had been bigger (the majority actually. Her bodycount is around 70, she lost the exact count.). Mine was just an average size but perfect for her, she said. That was meant kindly, but guys know, that this hurts and it's not what we want to hear haha. But somehow it was also incredibly sexy to hear that from her. Soft SPH has been a thing for us during sex ever since. Once she told me more about the biggest she'd ever had when she was jerking me off. To indicate how big it was, she put her thumb and forefinger on my cockhead and said "this much longer" (it was at least 50% bigger), then she put both fingers on my shaft and said "this thick" (about twice as thick). The next thing I knew, I shot my load. Another time she told me more details about the guy with the big dick: she met him during vacation at the beach, they matched on tinder, He invited her to dinner and then took her to his AIRBNB. She didn't want to at first, but then the guy made her horny. When he took his cock out, it was already hard and at first she "couldn't believe that penises could be that big". She then told him to go slowly so as not to hurt her, but she got wet so quickly when he started to insert his big cock that it went in really well. She told me that honestly at first she felt his dick more than with me and that his cock went deeper inside her, she literally said she felt "more filled" than with me and she felt very dominated. But after a while she felt pain and couldn't enjoy it any more, so she told him to cum fast. My penis size is better in the long run, she said with a laugh. "Boyfriend size". I felt humiliated but also incredibly horny