I’m not defending the organization you were missing the point or maybe I am not expressing it correctly I’ll put it more simple: I am not defending anything actually just sharing my own experience of the practice itself. I never defend it organization because whatever I think or don’t think about it won’t change a thing in the way I practice on the way I am capable of using the practice to my benefit and happiness in my own life. I disagree with calling the meditation a prayer as I disagree with people judging all the members of an organization with the same point of view they acquired through an experience with one individual who obviously doesn’t know how to balance their life and chooses to hide behind a practice that otherwise, would be useful in their lives.