Hello. I am trying to re explore myself. I have been locking into my crazy traumatized mind and I want to find a way to cope with what I have been given and find a way to truly be back in touch with my body. I’d like someone who can admire how much I have grown with a background of sexual abuse and having likely some Stockholm syndrome. I want to become more healthy and form a deep and slightly dependent relationship with someone. What my grandfather did to me was wrong and bad, and now I’m left trying to run away from my submissive behaviors because I worry it’s due to him, and what he did to me. Sometimes still feel shame that I get turned on thinking or talking about it.
I’m unsure exactly what I’m doing or why I am doing this, but I need someone who won’t be repulsed of my past, and can have a slight savior complex , to make me safe and keep me safe from it all! Part of you enjoying that in turn you get to have someone who has sex built into their core.
I am very kind and empathetic. I like being a princess and treated extra kindly. I want to explore myself slowly and go as if I haven’t done anything. I feel my autonomy was stolen from me and I need to find out what I want and like.
I feel silly asking for this after being slutty and impulsive. I want to be intentional and willing to open up to feelings and sensations.
In search of a pleasure Dom, who likes to get a bit rough. Part of what I think I want to explore is my desire to be seduced or slightly pushed in the a sexual direction.
Physically me: 5’6 , 260lbs(pretty HWP), hair past my ear, lip piercing , some tattoos
About you physically: 8” cock, fit/ thin, am open to really anything around that :)
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