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Idk what to really do anymore
My sub desires tend to revolve around my feelings of desperation, embarrassment, and inadequacy. I’ve been exploring them for a long time and so much of it all is just so so exciting but it all involves a sort of sense of shame that can actually mess with my emotions at times.
Then I have my totally 100% vanilla wife that I can’t talk to about any of this. And so I probably shouldn’t do any of this so I try to resist it but I do kinda have a cheating kink that just makes it all way hotter to do behind her back
I guess idk what I need. A loving and supportive gentle mommy to help me explore while caring for my emotional well-being? A cruel and manipulative mistress to encourage all my worst desires for her own pleasure and amusement? Or maybe I should just stop all of this altogether?
I crave so many things all the time and I just get lost in it all
And then there’s my personal life and kinks that kinda relate to that. Should I drink less for my health or more to stay in a state of mind east for you to manipulate? Should I exercise and eat better or would you rather feed me up and make me bigger and bigger? Should I spend time out with my friends or just hang out at home and indulge my fetishes?
idk I’m just lost and I need someone to guide me
Please send me a message or chat?
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