Hi guys,

I've been experiencing solo anal play sober, then I've found a good combo : Weed and poppers, it was great. Watching pegging porn and using medium dildo was a good moment. Then I've found this chan and decided to mix MDMA & Pegging with a partner. It was amazing, every thrust I was shivering. I've almost had a prostate orgasm (Already had but never high on mdma).

I've also experienced solo. It was great. During thoses night I'll have 250 mg MDMA, I'm not an heavy user but I know 100mg is not enough for me. I was bored watching just pegging porn I've tried several other topics but doesn't affect me. I've remarked that the 3 hours wrecking my hole was quite exhausting and I've decided to buy an Hismith Machine 100w TableTop. It's too strong and too direct to be honest maybe I'm not using it well but using my hand is better, more exhausting but better.

I did nexus flip, candy flip, I've mixed with weed & poppers also but MDMA is strong and I can't feel other effects. I've tried 2CB alone also. Nothing has been better than MDMA.

After years of playing, even waiting 6 months between in, the nights are not the same anymore.

I prep my hole sober and then using a ton of lube and MDMA orally I'm starting to listen to hard techno and watch pegging porn. It doesn't feels good at it felt back in the old days. The comedown isn't strong anymore and my anus is hurting me after 2 hours, it's like I've forced it without prep it. Maybe I'm not conscious and during my play I'm unconsciously contract my anus and force the dildo into it that causes me not an injury but a soreness and some pain a few days after.

My question is simple, I really want to have a plenty solo night anal roll and I want to try new things to get myself into in, I've ordered Psilocibe Natalensys (shrooms) but I will have to do the thing to make them grow. I've ordered 6-APB, 2-MMC (because it's the closest to 4-MMC and it's impossible to find 4-MMC at this time) and 4-MPD.

Can I mix this with MDMA or it's like an individual session per chemical ?

Do you have any porn recommendation ? I like to watch pegging porn & fisting femdom porn while listening techno. Fucking myself on the rythm of the hip thrust of the dominatrix.

To be honest I don't care about the empathogen thing of MDMA, I just want the thing to get myself into porn like I'm in the scene, and the thing that make anal so amazing, what it is ? Touching feeling ?

Thank you for reading me.

PS : I've seen a guy on this chan talking about wearing fishnet/pantyhouse, I guessi t's about a fetish but maybe it's really somethiing amazing on molly even if you're not into that crossdressing kink ?