I am a deviant and a degenerate. Quick background... About two years ago I started taking MDMA and going to strip clubs in Vegas. That lead me to MDMA with hookers. That lead me to MDMA with hookers and pegging.

I have seen the same Cuban girl 4 times over the last couple of months. She gives me what I want for the most part (Bj, rimjob, pegging, deep french kissing).. I wish she spoke english so we didnt have to use google translate. Anyways, the last time I saw her I took a healthy dose of MDMA and the magic and electricity was gone. Dont get me wrong, I had a great time and it felt really good but the feeling of rainbows going through my body and energy pulsating through my bones was not their. I dose and then have her get me off really quickly to make sure I can cum as I usually can't when I am rolling my ass off. I try to space out my rolls once a quarter but they have been getting close and closer. The lost roll was 20 days ago. And the comedown was wicked bad and I struggled with some comedown depression (serious enough to go see a therapist).

I go to Arizona in a week and am going to see my Cuban beauty or her "cousin".

I was thinking I should take a break from the MDMA and so the only logical thing to do is supplement it with another drug. So I got an 8 ball and also have an ounce of mushrooms.

1, Should I do mushrooms or cocaine with the Cuban escort? I pay by the hour and usually get two hours... If i do mushrooms, I could go hit some bars or clubs until 2am...

2, Can most men cum on cocaine? ( I have cialis if needed)

1. Up my dose of MDMA and live with the consequences?

2. Low dose of MDMA and medium dose of mushrooms?

Thanks!