It didn't start this way but I guess it gradually escalated to this. When I do coke, I get extremely horny. I like to wear lingerie, 420, drink & play with my glass toys. I often get adventurous & will walk around outside wearing lingerie, of course where no one can see me, (crossing fingers on that one). Recently, within the last 60 days, I was so horny I met up with a guy & tried giving him head. I'm not experienced in bi or gay but it's on my mind a lot so i thought I'd give it shot. He seemed to enjoy it, I didn't let him cum tho & I feel bad for that. Trans porn is at the top of the list when I'm feeling this way. I wish I had someone I could hang out with close to my area who's into some of the same