I was bored, so I setup my fuckmachine and some porn. To spice things up I allowed myself 2-3 lines of blow and things got interesting pretty fast. I was quite enjoying it so I decided to add poppers, which didn’t have much effect so I really -but really- went overboard with them. I ended it with a big fat line of k, and boy do I regret it now. Direct k-hole. We’re the day after and I still feel like shit (probably because of the poppers). Overall the trip was fun, but I think I hurt myself internally with the machine (that combo made me go beyond my normal limits) and looking back I should have left the poppers (saving myself lung pain) and k (mental load) aside.

At this point I’m going to take a couple weeks break from sex and drugs. I might smoke a small amount of weed over the weekend to chillax, but no nicotine, no nothing else. Health first.