I am genuinely sitting here, reading through this sub feeling so overwhelmed. I'm not alone? The way my brain works isn't something only I deal with?

Other people can't remember emotions? What pain felt like? How they feel about people they aren't with at that moment? They can actually remember events? In detail? The few memories I have are of the most traumatic events of my life and yet, there's zero emotions attached to them. To the point I didn't know they were traumatic until I got a good psychologist.

It does make me wonder if this makes people more susceptible to gaslighting? My ex gaslit me for 8 years. Towards the end I was so convinced I had dementia or brain cancer because according to her I was forgetting or misremebering everything.