When I was younger, in my early teens, I discovered pornhub. My favorite things to watch at the time were blowjob, handjob type stuff, and I remember one good video with a black thot sucking off a guy, and he didn't cum, but he was having a good time. At some point during my adventures on pornhub and other sites, I came across videos of guys cumming without hands or any other stimulation, and I thought that was neat. They'd be getting sucked off and then the next second, no stimulation, but they came a lot anyways. To me, this was fascinating and I wondered what it felt like or what it was.

Then very quickly I came across the term "Ruined Orgasm". When researching this topic for the first time, I learned that the videos I had seen were actually videos of guys having ruined orgasms, and that they had actually not been getting pleasure from their cumshots. One article I read stated "A ruined orgasm feels like maybe 25% as good as a normal orgasm" which I later learned was actually pretty generous. I thought this was extremely hot and I wanted to try it for myself. If I remember correctly, I was watching a cherry crush video. I jerked off, and right when I came, I got one spurt out before I let go of my cock. My cock kind of just dribbled out a little bit of cum and there was absolutely no real feeling to it. The orgasm was very dull and felt more like a dull throb than a feeling of ecstasy. After it was over, I was kind of left confused, wondering if I had done it right.

I have given myself probably a thousand or more ruined orgasms since, and I do not plan on stopping anytime soon. That was when I discovered one of my big kinks, which is getting denied pleasure, and cumming without pleasure. Having my cock used as a source of amusement (Either by myself of someone else) but there was no orgasmic feeling and I didn't get off. So that's how I, HornyJohn34 discovered ruined orgasms for the first time. Give me your stories in the comments below.