I obviously know this is a bad idea so if you’re just going to tell me that, it’s not helpful.

Anyway I’m a man and so is he…he’s definitely not interested in anything serious but I developed genuine feelings for him. I don’t expect us to be exclusive but I think about him all the time and I’m so happy when I see him. We just fit so well together and I dream about him saying he wants to date me or that he loves me.

I hope this feeling passes because it’s really not healthy. I wish I could figure out how to just enjoy the time we spend together and not have more expectations. I’ve been involved with a lot of people and this never happens to me. I’m completely shocked and very confused. But my emotions are definitely very real.