I am 18 and all participants and characters must be 18

Hi there!

I (24F) am a long time fan of anything BDSM related and other unusual kinks. I've recently been thinking about exploring some more and letting others show me the fun in kinks unknown by me. So I'm looking for someone who will explore the universe of unusual and unexpected desires with me.

I want to talk about weird things that turn people on, maybe even you! Things that we don't understand at first, but learn to love over time. This can also evolve into RP when we feel comfortable with a certain topic. What follows is an example of a scenario we might play.
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As I come down the stairs, I firmly hold on to the smooth railing. My knees try to forbid me from taking any further steps, but I power through and, tremblingly, reach you at the bottom. There, drenched in sweat and tears, I collapse at your feet. "Please, don't leave", I beg, while trying to get up again. Slowly regaining my strength, I'm able to find my words again. "I promise I'll be beter. Just please give me another chance." As you turn around, I flinch. For a second, my mind took me back to the exact moment of impact. Your hand against my left cheek. All because I didn't obey your order. I couldn't take it anymore and just let go. I orgasmed without your permission, and thus, betrayed all I had promised you. I pulled my hand out of the knot you made around my wrist and the slightest touch to my inner thigh was enough. I didn't even need to reach all the way in between my legs. I started moaning and the lights went out. The first thing I remember is opening my eyes and you standing over me, ready to strike. Then you walked away, not a word spilt over a disgrace like me.

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Perhaps we both have some interesting past experiences to share with each other, or some new and unexplored kinks to discover together. I want to talk about humiliation and denial, about control and power, strength to not give up when you see the finish line moving away from you, to persist until you are finally allowed to releave yourself with that liberating orgasm. There are so many things that turn people on and I want to talk about every single one of them, to determine if one of us is able to get something out of it. We will, together, end up in the most unexpected of mental places and the furthest from your figurative comfort zone you could possibly imagine, but what better way to explore yourself is there? If you are a woman who is, like me, on an epic journey of self-discovery, then please join me. I need a hand to hold so I don't collapse with these trembling knees.

If you're interested, hit me up and tell me how you discovered your dark desires, and what your favorite body part is (either of yourself, someone else, or in general).