So I'm completely new to this (and kind of appreciate that this community is somewhat small) but I guess I want to try it out and see how it feels.

About me: I've almost always been the submissive one in almost every situation (which I guess I don't mind) but every now and again the idea of a guy being in my spot is very alluring to me. I'm a very sensitive, introverted, pretty shy and I think someone else being that way feels nice, because we'd relate to each other, you know?

I know that's not the ideal qualities since I think most people would go for someone tall, buff and strong (I'm pretty short and emotional) but I'm giving it a try because why not?I'm 5'2, thin-ish build but I'm working on it, I present pretty masculine but I've worn the occasional skirt. I deal with mental health issues but I don't expect anyone to guide me through them (I'm just mentioning it because it affects my daily life), as well as physical (sometimes I can't open a pickle jar but by God I will keep going til my hands are red).

So what am I after?I'm a little out of my element but for the past few years, thinking about 'this' type of guy has been extremely alluring. I just discovered both this and the other subreddit and it feels nice to see a dedicated space and official name for it! Like I said I'm not naturally super dominant or the type to lead, but I'm not against it either once I'm confident. I do think I am able to comfort people and I like giving reassurance and establishing trust. I think I like providing that. I really like the idea of a guy being open about his emotions, his worries, just anything that really goes against the normal cishet stereotype. Also I'm not at all specific with gender, you can be cis, trans, I don't mind!
That being said I'm not after a relationship but I do want to talk to people in that sense, kind of explore what it entails. My libido is up and down but that also includes talking about kinky things (specifically power/femplay / genderfuck / etc, but not at all required!), maybe send something here and there ((I just like the idea of a flustered bottom, dammit!))

extra info: I like horror movies, indie pretentious music and most A24 movies. I'm not much of a gamer but I like watching gameplays once in a while as background noise. I like some anime, although I'm picky.

I think that's all of it! If there's anything I missed I'll probably go back and add it but yeah, feel free to hit me up. Send me a 🍄 if you get to the end of all this :p

note: I'd prefer if people 23 and above would message me and please dont call me mommy.