Good gosh it’s time for the champagne to pop, the ball to drop and feel the world slow to a stop while wishing a happy new year to you! There’s a bright new horizon on the way and I’m ready to explore what’s to come with someone who’s just as eager too!

What’s a nerdy birdie you ask? Why a geeky gal, delightfully dorky dame, dazzlingly dweeby debutante, the elusive goofy goober and more! Regail me with tales of your many adventures and escapades. Thrill me with visions of your dreams and goals. Excite me with examples of your many passions and interests. But most of all, be your wonderful and unique self! It’s ok to be weird, totally awkward, a little strange, absolutely dorky, and have a personality that’s all kinds of quirky. I love people who are real and true to themselves, and I don’t want to pretend like I’m anything less than a messy puddle of awkwardness and silly, geeky tendencies either!

My hobbies are all over the place. I love Anime and gaming, building things and learning to repair cool old stuff, messing around vintage things, taking roadtrips, photography, cool crafts and projects, and the list goes on and on! I’m a big chatterbox and have a lot of energy and drive for the people, passions, and interests that matter most in my life, and that’s not always for everyone. But it’s a part of who I am at my core and it would be wonderful to find someone who embraces and embodies that spirit too!

I want to take fun day trips together and feel a smile peek out when we glance over at each other in the car. Take pictures of one another and get that wonderful feeling of my breath being taken away through the viewfinder. Go to conventions, arcades,and game stores while we mutually geek out with one another. Get that warm feeling inside while cooking dinner as a pair when we busily dance around each other in the kitchen. Talk cute smack and steal hugs and affection while gaming or playing things together. Or simply being able to cuddle or lay side by side and happily relax with someone who I can share my true self with.

Well, at this point you must be asking…Why am I looking for someone taller and/or larger than me? It comes to mind how often I’ve asked myself things like: Why can’t I be the small one? Why can’t I be the little spoon? Why can’t I have the rush of looking up into someone’s eyes as they soar over me and make me swoon? But most importantly: Why don’t I simply open up about what I’m looking for?

So, I’ve decided to do just that.

Despite happily standing at a stately 5’11 and 230lbs I’ve ached for the dream of being towered over or outclassed to come true for so long in my life. To hug my partner and feel her arms reach down and hold me against her larger frame. Feeling my companion press against my back and hold me close while she reaches up past me for the high shelf in the kitchen. Turning over in bed at night and cuddling with a warm wall of womanhood that makes me feel safe and loved. Silly, simple, wholesome things that I’ve always hoped could become real one day with a wistful smile on my face.

Even if I’m bested by only an inch or two, to say nothing of anything more, or possibly even outclassed on the scale somehow, it would be so dreamy to finally experience what I’ve always felt so deeply about. I know I’m not the shortest or smallest guy in a few ways, and I realize that means accepting some hard truths about the reality of finding who I’m seeking, and being open to accepting some compromises in that regard. But at its core what I’m really so eager to experience is to be safely vulnerable and delicate with someone tangibly greater than myself in one way or another. So much of the person and situation I’m looking for relies on building trust and being openly vulnerable and secure with someone in many ways that are hard for me to describe. While I still want to feel in control and safe, a lot of what I’m looking for also means ceding a physical position and presence to a partner in ways that can be a challenge to describe. Regardless, I still want to try.

Despite my best efforts I’ve not managed to express myself before to nearly this degree and it feels scary opening up in a way I’m unfamiliar with. But at the core of what I’m looking for this isn’t just about size or height. It’s about connection and mutual companionship. The last thing I want anyone to feel is like you’re only wanted for your size and shape. Real relationships and bonds are about so much more than that. Trust, interests, activities, goals, all of these matter. Exploring that while able to feel vulnerable, soft, emotionally secure and understood by someone would be a dream come true, and if you’ve made it this far then I hope to find that in you.