Heggo

I not sure what to say lol. I'm writing a whole new post.

So I like someone who kind of gets where I'm coming from because I think most people don't. Not to make autism my whole personality, but recently I was pseudo-diagnosed by a therapist who can't officially diagnose me because of technicalities. Anyways, I feel like I get along best with autistic women or those who are at least questioning albeit it's not a requirement to be a stimmy litttle fuck.

It's just something about how I am able to talk with them that has made it feel more comfortable. I'm more likely to have chemistry I suppose.

But okie I'll say what I am looking for so you know. People bring up age first a lot so I'll do that. If I had to be strict then I would say I like women who are slightly older than me most, but then I also have maybe a second preference for my age, then a third for younger but 18 , and then lates 20s and so on. Honestly, am I going to give up the perfect partner if she is 80? I don't know. But I just want to make the point that I am more open to women older than me than other people I think for romance purposes.

I should also say, having been in a short monogamous relationship once, I did yearn for otherly womanly attention which I don't know exactly if that means I want something unconventional but living in a polycule surrounded by people who love you sounds awesome ngl. I have no experience with that though. I crushed on one woman who was poly and had a boyfriend though, and it didn't seem to bother me even though we talked and didn't end up working out.

One thing I am looking for in a girlfriend is someone who can make me feel special I suppose. I get "autistic euphoria" from women with happy puffy under eye bags or you can look up "aegyo sal" if you'd like. The smile really brings out the eyes and the puffiness really brings out the blushing in me, so... yeah...

Then, it's all good if you're fat, but I want someone who is at least trying to be healthier as a goal if you aren't there yet.

I also like women who can be pretty affectionate but still kind of "terminally online" I guess. Someone who doesn't mind me being a shy or pervy fuck and can invite me to the dance floor or something.

Communication is very important to me as well as they always say. My way of communicating is I like to say and hear the quiet parts out loud. I value transparency over some temporary tear drops.

And then I suppose you could say I would like a woman who can be very engaging with me. I don't like to say it, but I like to be taken care of. Acts of service are my love language, especially when I feel like I'm getting spoiled in non-traditional, almost societally-wrong ways. I know that's vague eh.

Okay so I am 5'9", I am guessing 220lbs because holy shit krispy kreme mm so good but yeah tbh I was at 200lbs ish for real and I want to lose more, I have frizzy/wavy? long brown hair with a bit of a golden sheen on a sunny day but I'll probably be bald sooner than later lol, glasses, dark blue stoner eyes (not a stoner though), a monotone voice, small slightly patchy beard with a mr. beast ish mustache I guess, and then broad shoulders. I have a very quiet monotone voice as well which has positive yelp reviews lol. Not literally, but you know. I don't like it but it might be cute to you.

My hobbies aren't much of anything lol. I don't know anything about computers, but I study computer science because I enjoy it so far and for real though.... money. I want to retire in my 20s. Then, I want to make a game. I plan to own a business, and then possibly sell it until I can live off of dividends for the rest of my life.

I like philosophy too, but not the ones you've read probably lol. My view on life is different to say the least, so I might make some project out of that philosophy as well.

I am begrudginly learning dutch.

I like dark trap music. "Screamo/emo hip hop/rap."

I want my love life to be the most important thing in my life. I'd also like a very non-traditional sex life supported by my future partner, which I know is vague, but I just... you'll know what I mean when we get there lol. I have a hungry sexual appetite to say the least. Oh and I'm bisexual-ish but heteromantic.

Eeee I'd love to go on a date. I am in Manhattan. Feel free to hit me up :)