Hello, I have posted something a while ago so I am posting again with more information. I am looking for a very loving emotional monogamous relationship with someone. I very much want a relationship in which we respect and love each other over any dynamic, and I would like a relationship in which we both have a very deep connection to each other primarily. I would like to be very caring, loving and nurturing person towards someone and would love to take care of someone. I have a strong preference towards staying at home and taking care of the house and my partner because it means I can take care of them easier, but I don't mind compromising when we need to especially for financial reasons. My love language is physical touch, and I love cuddling and being held.

About Me:

I am 5'7 and 150lbs and have long red hair. I have a bachelors in computer science and I work in tech mostly remotely. I like playing video games, reading, writing, drawing, modelling, programming, and cooking. I have a lot of nerdy interests and am a very curious person and I like learning and looking at every perspective. I have thought about being a counselor, and I am also interested strongly in psychology and in learning how different kinds of people see the world.

I am very imaginative and like daydreaming a lot of the time. I don't have any knowledge of pop-culture, and very limited knowledge in terms of shows, I have read a lot of fiction and non-fiction and like immersing myself in a story. I am also into D&D as well and have been both a dungeon master and a player with a group of close friends over several years. I am typed as INFP for MBTI, when I did the OCEAN personality test I had near max scores for both openness and agreeableness. I feel like a very soft, loving person, and even in games I almost always play some sort of support role. I also strongly dislike gore and horror, I dislike violence that is portrayed in movies and shows, in some video games where it is very cartoony I can suspend my disbelief somewhat though. For games that I play, I am playing Baldur's gate 3 with a group of friends, dragon quest builders 2, stardew valley, and ff14. I also have two cats which I love very much.

Things to Consider:

I am very introverted and I am very sensitive, I take in a lot of sensory information easily and I am definitely neuro-divergent. I am able to get around it by limiting what information I take in, but that means I am mostly only in small groups or by myself a lot of the time. I feel mostly okay with friends and people that I can trust, and sometimes it can take me awhile to open up. I am mostly okay with talking with someone I can trust one-by-one but in large groups I can shut down pretty quickly. I have to structure my life around it, and have found a way that works okay for the most part. I can cry pretty easily for no reason even when I am happy, and I haven't met anyone else like that.

I lean pretty feminine and I am getting more into fashion and in how I present myself, but for right now I still present as more masculine. I love the feeling of feeling and looking small, cute and delicate and I try to reflect that in my appearance and its something I am still working on and beginning to do.

What I am Looking For:

I am looking for a partner who is okay with someone more sensitive and introverted. I would like to feel safe and secure with someone, and would prefer someone who is more assertive and doesn't mind taking the lead and would like to. I would like to support them and make them a priority, for a partner who I trust I would like to be very devoted to them and loving. I have come across "mommy" bf as a meme, but I would actually really like to be someone like that and its much more exciting to me than the other way around. I would love to cook and clean for someone and find it calming as well.

I am a very submissive person, and I don't like acting dominant and wouldn't want to with a partner. I would prefer someone who doesn't mind being gently dominant, and I like it when they are very possessive of me and tell me I am theirs. For limits I don't like degradation and anything in public. I don't like sex, I don't want to have children either.

I want to be as honest as possible and if you are interested feel free to reach out. If something doesn't work out for any reason I think it's completely okay to let me know and I won't mind. Thank you for reading.