Ah.. the joy (dread) of writing an opening line... hi? Hi!

Right, I'm an electrical engineering student, epilation survivor and previously did some design stuff. I prefer nice and relaxing times indoor so it would be neat if you like the sound of maybe trying something I cooked, watching things and playing some couch coop? I'd be willing to go all the way and let you have the first party controller. I do like horror movies and games a lot so how about the Obscure franchise? Or let's watch cocaine bear? (Also I love Silent Hill)

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It might dawn on you by now that I'm not really dancing in between sunflowers in a sundress 24/7 but.. if you'd, say, put a flower wreath on my head and call me adorable... I can't rule out a bit of an effect on my cheek coloration and ability to maintain eye contact for more than a second..
I don't expect you to exude Marlboro man energy in every waking moment either. Publicly I present male and inside it can go either way, including yours.

Here and there I do something along the lines of coaching / helping out people online, especially surrounding toxic relationships and issues that stem from childhood struggles. It's really nice when I manage to have a positive impact and these conversations are often meaningful and authentic which draws me to it. Got a strong interest in depth psychology such as psychodynamics, a fancy way of saying 'how subconscious processes affect someone and how they came to be'.

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I do like some pharmacy and psychiatry topics as well but I'm not as versed in these.
My interests jump from thing to thing, really. Over time this added up. Kinda been thinking it could be really fun to sew cute clothes.. ah! Tangents.. if not stopped I sometimes might talk a lot about what currently interests me and this can end up spanning 5 completely different topics. Would love to hear about what interests and matters to you as well, support you.

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Is everything roses and sunshine for me? No, not at all. In fact it's been quite difficult for a while but I'm working on that. In practice this means I might be weak or exhausted at times. Wouldn't be the worst time for a hug or letting me rest on your shoulder on a side note. I could make up for it and read you a story in bed some other time if you'd like.. even though I'd probably like it more.

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Now some points of what I'd like in a partner, if that doesn't line up too much but you'd like to chat about anything, spend time online, that's also great:

- Being curious or having a variety of interests.

- Presenting feminine or neutral for the most part.

- Taking the lead from time to time. Or most of the time, either works. You know the drill.

- Sexually a bit (or more) open, I can be.. spicy. I'm a switch but prefer sub (shocking revelation I know)

- Can communicate openly

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P.S.: Ran out of time before the f4 only week and had to record a short video as I lacked a proper remote shutter for the camera. From the video I then took the frames I liked.. Ran out of light on also..

Turned out 'cooler' than I intended so I rolled with it.. I got cuter fits too I swear! And even a face! There's nothing wrong with it, I just prefer to not post all this in the open. So mysterious back shot it is.

Too dark for the anklet to show.. :(

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