Hey, it's spring and I'm feeling lonely again. How are you doing?

I'm your average socially awkward shy nerd. I have difficulty making friends and talking to women but I think I'm not that boring once I warm up to you. I constantly switch between a thousand hobbies and also love being all ears and listening to people rant about stuff they enjoy.

I'm currently trying to get a degree in theoretical physics (finally made it to grad school) and also work part-time as a software dev. I am a gym rat, mostly do powerlifting. I love worldbuilding and writing stories, reading history and geopolitics. I'm trying to read more books but I'm very slow. Maybe I could use a bookworm to motivate me?

Often I dream of traveling to places with that someone special. Would love to explore different cities and cultures, go to art galleries, museums, theaters, jazz clubs etc. I'm just generally very fascinated by the world and would love to explore it with you.

I'm almost always optimistic and ambitious and I will infect you! I'm joyful and like laughing and making others laugh. I have problems with communication and expressing myself through language. Overall I'm a sine wave, have my ups and downs but the good news is I am usually very self-aware and self-reflective.

Physically I am pretty short (170 cm). I do have some excess body fat that's slowly going away but I'm also pretty muscular. Overall just a big guy for my height. Since I also have facial hair, I realize this is not everyone's cup of tea in a rolereversal sub where most women are looking for feminine guys. But I think it'd be really awesome to find someone who likes my body.

There are two main reasons I'm looking for an RR relationship: 1) I really like confident women who take the lead, just always been like that. I have yet to find the reason, maybe because all the women in my life have been like that. 2) I'm often indecisive and easy to convince. Maybe that sounds like a bad thing, but it can be a good thing if you are someone who likes and cares about me.

So while I am not into crossdressing or makeup in every day life and will never ask you to provide for me or be my therapist, I think I'd be happy in a dynamic where you have the final say or manage our everyday life. That being said, I also like accommodating for my partner's preferences and kinks, so crossdressing and makeup are still an option in the bedroom 😌

I should also point out that I don't expect you to lead or be emotionally on guard all the time. Everyone needs and deserves rest.

What I'm looking for is pretty vague tbh. Just someone kind who has her interests and hobbies that we can talk about. I'm strictly mono and would love to meet you at some point and of course travel the world together. So while long-distance is an option, I do want to eventually be able to put my head on your breast and hear your heartbeat. Looking forward to hearing from you and I hope you find happiness :)