I am heartbroken and hurting in a way few can imagine. I feel as if everything I have ever known is lost and beyond reach and the only person who ever saw and truly understood me is gone forever.

I have lost my friends, my best friend and love of my life, all my support networks and have been abandoned by my family.

The only thing I want in this world right now is for someone to actually give a shit about me; to want to spend some time with me. Not online, but in the real world.

If you think you might be someone willing to actually do that, then please reach out as I’m so alone and desperate right now that I am actually questioning the point of waiting for tomorrow. As far as I can tell, nothing will change and I will be suffering then as much as I am now.

I just want to sit across from someone and talk. To have someone hug me or just place a reassuring hand on my back; to feel some level of human connection. I’m in Mandurah and would prefer someone come see me, but I can travel if that’s what’s needed.

Please note, I’m wanting the company of a woman because I don’t get on well with other men.