45 yo male. 5’11” 240lbs. Stocky and good looking. I became curious about what a big cock is like in middle of the summer. Had some drinks( a lot of drinks) lol with my gf out by the fire pit. Conversation was very open and honest and she mentioned that she craves the feeling of a big thick cock and feeling filled and since she told me how she felt, I have thought about what a big cock feels like. Like how heavy it is and how it would feel in my hands. How watching it grow from soft to hard would be. How much thicker and longer it grows. I want to put a big cock in my mouth while it’s soft and feel it grow as I suck and tease it. I wanna lay it across my face and feel how heavy it is. I wanna lick it and make it flex and throb. I wanna explore all of it from base to tip. I want to build it up over and over til you can’t hold back and explode. I’d love it if I was being sucked at same time. I imagine how good it would feel to have my cock sucked as I explored my curiosity. I am pretty sure I don’t want cum in my mouth but would love a big cummer that shoots ropes and watch it shoot on my face. I’d like to do this today/ tonight. I can’t host but can travel. I won’t flake out. If you have a big fat cock you wanna put in a virgin mouth send me stats and a pic of your cock. I have to be discreet. I’m disease free and you must be too