Please don't judge me or be cruel. I already hate that it's come to this, I just don't have any other options. I don't want to feel like I'm going to be alone forever, even though I know I will be.

I'm wondering if there are attractive male escorts in the area. I'm not looking for sex (though it would also be nice), I'm looking for someone who can convincingly pretend to like me and text me occasionally, like a boyfriend would. Looking primarily for someone I can go out and do small things with like... dates to Wendy's, or walking around the mall, or coming over to cuddle with me, or watch a movie, or doing things with me like that. Nothing huge or fancy, just... not being alone.

Ideally, if this is a transactional thing, I'd prefer to have someone visually attractive. They don't need to be ripped, but tall is a plus, and arms built for hugging. Long hair makes me melt. Would love a deep voice. Soft spoken, sweet, flirty. Prefer someone who can talk about nerdy stuff and play magic the gathering and Pokémon. I'm not big into anime, but I love watching movies, and older anime from the 90s-2000s is awesome. Like Death Note and InyYasha. I like video games, too.

I'm not particularly attractive. I'm 32, FTM, preop, and been told I'm large. I don't look in the mirror often because I don't want them to break. 🤷🏻 you don't have to like me, you just have to make me think you do for the hours we agree on, then go laugh with your friends about how an absolute uggo is so hopeless they need to hire someone to like them. Just don't tell me about that part and I'll be fine. Think of it as charity.