I currently work 40 hour weeks at McDonalds and I just can’t do it anymore. I’m about to have my first kid in January and I just can not stop thinking that I’m going to be a terrible father. When I’m at work I’m fine and then when I start taking orders most of our customers out here are extremely judgmental and rude. When that happens it just puts me in a place where I just feel empty inside and upset. I’ve dealt with heavy depression my entire life and it never goes away when I clock in for work knowing I’m gonna have to deal with it all day.

I haven’t gotten a full 7 hours of sleep in 4 months because I’m always up trying to find a job out here (Hot Springs, Arkansas) that pays well but there’s nothing. I normally clock into work with 3 hours of sleep and I just feel like crap. My wife and I make about $2800 a month and I get paid $11 an hour which is our minimum wage and with all our bills and expenses it adds up to $1900 a month. I feel like I can never save or be able to put my kid into any activities when she grows up and it kills me inside!!

I just need to find something where I can work from home and make at least a little bit more to know I’m okay. I just wanna sleep normally again man but I can’t tell I know I can give my family a good and healthy life. I’m 22 years old and still trying to figure it all out but working at McDonald’s just makes me feel like a failure. Yes it helps pay the bills but that’s not how I see it with this depression.

Jobs out here either pay the exact same or need years of experience to work for them which I just don’t have. I personally feel working from home would do a complete 180 for my life especially the mental part of it.

If anyone can please help me find a website that’s legit and possibly with zero experience I would really appreciate it. Thank you.