Every Sunday they make me go and they know I’m not Christian, it doesn’t help that I’m gay too. Saturdays I work and do chores, Sunday I go to church for almost the whole day and do chores. They have after church meetings quite often, which take very long. Sometimes I’m not home until 7:30-8:00 pm. They make me turn everything off at 9 despite me being pretty damn older. When I get home I just do chores and sleep. Then comes the school week to start it all over again. It’s exhausting, and I can’t keep doing this. It doesn’t help that I get comments while at church. I’m a guy who’s currently growing out my hair and it’s not even that long yet, it’s about down to my ears. Yet still I get so many comments asking when I’m going to cut it, saying i need to go to the barber already, etc. I’ve expressed to them that what they’re doing is gonna make me never step into a church again when I move out they don’t care. In their eyes they’re doing the right thing by making me go. It’s not like I’m even listening anyway. How can I get them to realize this isn’t anything good for me? I feel like I lose so much time by being there it’s pointless. Unfortunately I don’t yet have a car, so it’s not like I can leave before the meetings start. Just thinking about all the things I could get done and don’t is so frustrating. And I feel extremely uncomfortable in that environment. Especially when I hear people including my dad talking about the sins of homosexuality. I’m over it. I need out already.