I just don't know what to do.. Me(22🏳️‍⚧️m) and my bf(21m) have been together for almost a year and a half, and everything was so perfect at first.. We shared so many interests, even things I didn't think I could find anyone else that would.. and he would be so sweet and text all the time, and send little heartfelt paragraphs.. but now it's like I have to beg him to text a full sentence and be slightly romantic.. we were able to meet irl for the first half of our relationship, but now are forced to be 4 hours away. And when he gets mad at me he says mean things and text yells at me, and then it's as if he expects me to forget it and move on.. he even asked me if he could get a dom because I can't be a dom.. that really hurt and when I told him it hurt and made me feel not good enough, he got mad.. just like an ex of mine did.. I really thought he (my current bf) was my soulmate, that I finally found my person after way WAY too many heartbreaks.. I don't want to lose him, but I can't live like this.. I feel like sometimes I just am in the way like normal.. I'm sorry for the long post, and I'm sorry it probably doesn't make sense..