Well, it's a bit of a controversial subject, I get it. And I would request you to keep monogamous judgment at bay and think about this objectively.

My parents have been forcing me to get married, I am 29M and VERY happy with my life. I have also recently realised I am extremely kinky, non-monogamous and on the journey to explore kink and sex. While there is lots to explore monogamously, there is a plethora of experiences in the Non Monogamous space.

Problem statement - A)Parents that are determined to hitch you up with someone are looking to make me meet someone who meets those societal obligations of making a family and being domesticated.

B) Cannot open up to parents about open marriage because it will shock them

C) Emotional blackmail - mother crying, Father saying things like - Until you're married we won't be able to live freely and will always be on the verge of a heart attack etc.

D) Not scared of marriage, but I don't know how to assess if my potential partner shares a kinky non-monogamous streak with.

E) Is there an option or a website where I could find women who would want to build an ethically non monogamous relationship?

F) Just curious : Am I absolutely bonkers in the head or is this normal?