I really liked someone(a girl) after a long time, I don't know but it was pretty hard for me to open up and like someone, then I liked her and it was nice knowing her, I thought we both liked her, when I confessed it kind of turned flat and now I don't have any response from her, I like her but I can't talk with her anymore, I wanna move on without switching to anyone, I wanna be single, how to manage my self and get this infactuation done and over. I want to be on my own with my own self and I do understand it's human need for Companionship but it's not yet the time for me to afford a relationship so, I want to learn how to manage my self, without hooking my self into delusions, crushes or addictions, i want to be on my own and be happy, I don't have compulsive physical needs but the need of having someone close to my heart and cherish the feeling of love. I wanna be on my own, its confusing.