This confession is on behalf of SevereDragonfly8885. Not mine so read accordingly.

I wrote a confession earlier also regarding the same, I met a girl online about 4 years ago, I was 18 and she was 16 at that time. I was immature, thought this is love and will live with her for my entire life and we began to talk about the same, made some future plans without seeing each other photo.

I am trying to be honest, the day I saw her pic I found her ugly (may be it's just my perception but it is what it is), I still tried tot to believe that looks doesn't matter and continued to be in a relationship with her but gradually I lost all my feelings for her within few months.

So now it was 3-4 months of relationship and I decided to break up with her, I told her that i want to breakup, she asked me the reason. I said there is no particular reason she still insisted me, I told her my hairs are grey, she said no problem. I said I have allergies, she said no problem. She said if there is something in me which you don't like then tell me I'll try to improve.

Only then I told her that I love someone else (school crush about which I told her earlier also), she told me to block herself, I did the same but after few months she messaged me to talk as a friend, I agreed and we talked as a friend for few months. I told her that I lied to you at the time of break up as there was no other girl whom I loved, I said that just to break up with you. She said she went into depression because of that, and attempted suicide many times.

I said sorry and tried to cure her depression. She started blaming me that her study got disturbed bcoz of me, I said sorry to her and told her that what can I do to make everything right, I would do whatever I can she said "nothing can't be done and I am going to commit suicide" Still I tried my best to help her.

She started repeating everything again and again for months, blaming me for her studies, she didn't got admission into a college, her depression, etc because of which I also went into anger sometimes and cussed her. One day I blocked her because of all these toxicity. At some point of time I changed my number about which I will not write because it is already very long.

Now, she is following me everywhere on the internet, she arranged my new number somehow, she knows where i am doing an internship, she gives me death threats, abuses me, blame me, utters shit about my family(via mail). It''s been 4 years and i am unable to get rid off her. Now I understood that in this life she won't leave me alone

I don't fear death but all my mental health is down. I am unable to do anything. I always think about her and I want to die but before that I want to do something for my family but don't know how to do that. Please someone suggest me what should I do.