Is it possible to love too much?? Im suppose to love to be with by boyfriend it’s long distance till this month on the 18th. One day he’s nice next day he’s moody. I’m not understanding it. I’m not to easiest person I can be clingy, needy, and outspoken. I have helped him out so much. Money, food, paying for apps, and much more. I never asked first anything in return but a I love you. He used to say it. But lately nope. But he’ll say I matter and I’m part of his future. For Christmas I asked for words of endearment. Yea nothing. Didn’t have to spend any money. But I bought him New York Jets 2024 season tickets for his birthday and Christmas. For Christmas Eve or Christmas I forget but I heard nothing from him for one of those days. Now New Year’s Eve he was working and it’s my fault I shouldn’t text at him at work. But again I grumpy sour puss. He said he was tired. I bet today New Year’s Day I won’t hear nothing. But before his shift ended on New Year’s Eve I was told evil things. Like I poured out my feelings to him about things and why I am like I am and I get I’m trying to “F” work and I have stuff to do. You just don’t get it. you want me to walk away “JFC” at end. But I do blow up his phone with texts. I’m trying to change and get better either way that. He never calls. The last 2 calls was I pissed him off and he called to tell me off. The actual real call we had was back in October when I got home from meeting him. I’m petrified to call him. A relationship shouldn’t be all about texting right.? He used to call and want to talk to me. I’m trying to be better so he’ll call more. He told me he will try to communicate more and call. Yea don’t see it happening yet. Why am I not good enough for this man? I feel like I disappointed him on so many levels. I feel I have failed. I stone my New Year’s Eve and part on the New Year’s Day crying. I love him so much. I’ve proven my love is there something more I need to do??