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Praying before bed causing nightmares
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I would love to hear you guys advice and thoughts on this. As of late I have been on my journey in christ, and to my call from the infallible one. I have been for years, but it has just picked up alot more, as I find knowlege and wisdom that once understood, I have began feeling the holy spirit always with me.

Often before bed I began praying. And I have noticed when I pray before bed, I began having these intense, extreme nightmares. These were some of the worst nightmares I have ever had in my life. Upon awakening I feel myself stepping back into this world, and thus process is so vivid, I don't want to say vivid anymore because it's real, and I know it is real. This isn't something that I'm just trippin over. These reoccurring dreams are of a large house, in a worn down part of town, one of the worst neighborhoods to ever exist.

This house is dark with no lights, nothing on inside. And I would find myself in this house trying to get out. The house inside would be huge, but dark dark dark. Something I cannot see would be chasing me. Sometimes these houses morph to childhood homes I lived in, or a shopping mall, but the same scenario. It's dark and it's a maze inside and I cannot find my way out. And something dark is trying to get to me.

Id wake up in instant sleep paralysis, and inside my room I would be surrounded by these dark forces and now this isn't a nightmare, now I'm awake. And I'm looking in my room, fully conscious, and FEEL and SEE these demons around me, trying to make themselves hard to see. It would be in the hallway and even if I cannot clearly see it, I know it's there and I know it's watching me, and there are more all around me.

The other night I had sleep paralysis, and something was standing next to me, and was poking my arm with a needle. And it hurt. And I couldn't wake up. When I pray to Jesus and pray for his light to shine upon them, it would usually dissipate and I'll finally be back able to move. But I am so scared to go back to sleep because, even though I'm fully up now, I know they are still there. And I know they haven't left. So I would stay up for a while longer.

Before I go to bed I pray, and this began to get more intense and happen more often every time I pray before bed.

I'm guessing they don't like this. They don't want me to find Jesus christ but I still don't stop praying.

What do you guys think?

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