Hi all, I didn’t expect to feel so nervous. My surgery was moved around twice before they settled on the 26th once again. I feel like it didn’t hit me until today and I just have this feeling of impending doom and for some reason I keep feeling like I’m going die tomorrow. Don’t get me wrong, I trust my surgeon completely but I can’t help feeling like this. I’ve had an absolutely awful today, I even broke down a cried for a while and now I’m just sitting here feeling miserable. Ive been trying to eat but I’m not hungry and I just feel like I’m in a bubble of anxiety and incredibly nauseous. I feel absolutely awful and everyone just keeps telling me I’m going to be okay but I’m just so afraid and snappy towards my family and friends. Has anyone else experienced this? I feel like everyone is so excited the night before and I’m here just feeling completely miserable like someone killed my cat or something. I don’t know, any words of encouragement?