I feel so weird and confused. Im not sure what size I am now but I feel like it’s a large B cup. I was like 46 F. I feel so small, maybe too small. Looking in the mirror is like looking at a stranger. I’m not upset but I’m also not like extremely happy either. Drains come out tomorrow so I have that to look forward to.

I think I got a cold somehow the day I had surgery and so I’ve been miserable with a sore throat and cough since then. A lady saw me in the car the other day and asked if I was pregnant….. no I’m just fat and a tad swollen🙃I can see why she thought that because my stomach now pokes out more than my belly and it’s not cute!

Does the tape bother anyone else? I can feel almost like a tube like thing behind the tape all around my boobs. Will they take the tape off tomorrow or how does that work? When will I be able to see my boobies in their full glory? I know I won’t see the actual results for a while, I just want this itchy ass tape off of me! When I take my bra off to shower my boobs feel like they are going to fall to the ground with no support. It makes me a little sick to my stomach for some reason. I feel like I have a rubber band around my body 24/7 cause everything is so tight. I just wana feel somewhat normal again. If you made it this far thanks for listening to my rant.