“I’m yours. I’m yours. I AM YOURS. I’m yours for tonight. Always. Are you mine?”

Voices echo in my head and your eyes look at me all warm and soft, studying my reaction with desire and affection. Your hand outstretched to mine and you pull me in, a kiss on my head. Careful. Almost as if you don’t want to break me.

A kiss, a breath, your chuckle in my ear. The moans and whispers in the air, under blankets in the heat.

I wake up. And one feeling lingers in my body as my mind starts to realize where I am, that I’m alone in bed. One feeling settling in my chest.

You could never break me. Not like that. You broke me in the sense you claimed me, ruined me for someone else. But you could never break me. I’m too strong.

I know the effect I have. The way my positivity and charm pulls people in, my charisma acting like a magnet, the way my purity mixed with the darkness intrigues them. Full of contradictions, packed in beauty and simplicity. So easy to reach, not easy to get. Deep and twisted, yet so tender and clear. Effortless but you need to work for it. And all the best qualities in a deeply devoted, loving and caring person who feels everything so strongly it amazes them. Fascinates them. So rich and elementary. So comfortable yet confusing. Something to solve, something to open. Because beneath the surface lingers so much more, so worth exploring. And just like that, you were mine.

I claimed you like a hurricane, without even trying. I swept you off your feet and threw you up in the air and left you flying without trying.

And you’re mine. The way you smile and gasp and bite your lip. The way you grin and furrow your brows and shake your head. The way you moan and gape your moth, lick your lips.

Every expression. Everything. You only express yourself because of me, for me, around me. You submit to me and the divinity. I’ve got you under my spell. Lured you in like a siren without even trying. Intruded your mind and touched your soul, leaving a trace of something that pulls you closer and closer and wraps you in the spiders web. You don’t want to leave though, do you? You love the way I consume your thoughts and body and being. You need the way I rush through your veins. The way I whisper through your brain. The way I flow through your lungs. With every breath.

There’s no one else, you don’t need anyone else, you’ll never need anyone else again. Isn’t that right? Yes, you’ve given yourself away to me and you’ve been hopelessly mine for so long already, and you love every minute of it. Don’t you? You like being mine, the pleasure and joy. The feelings and sensations. What it does to you. How you feel. There’s nothing else. Nothing else in the world compares to how I make you feel. You’re addicted to my effect, intoxicated by the way I simply exist. Because I’m the center of your universe, all the planets circle me and look in my direction. I don’t need to do anything, you’re drawn to me. I know.

You want to lose yourself in me, again and again. In your queen. Your goddess. Your oxygen. Come on, breathe me in. Sit before me and admire me, kneel and kiss my hand, let those cute puppy eyes shine bright for me. You lose yourself? I find you. You don’t need to do a thing, I am everything you need. Because it’s so easy, isn’t it? To give into this feeling, the flow of someone else who carries you through the storms and seas. The stream that swims through all the troubles. My power is endless and my strength comes from within, an infinite source of energy coating the world in bright, soft streams. I let you fly so high you don’t ever want to come down again. Nothing can hurt you. Nothing can get to you. Nothing matters, you’re all mine.

Am I yours?