So a few years ago I opened up to my partner that I would love to see her have sex with other men or even just let her go and play, just knowing about it really turns me on.

She wasn’t keen on the idea and still isn’t now, I don’t think she understands totally, she feels like I couldn’t love her enough for me to want that.

It’s because I love her and really want to see her have a good time that I feel this way.

I have accepted that it will probably never happen, and it will just be my thoughts in my head.

Has anyone else had the same experience and how do you stop feeling this way.

I love knowing she has been with men in the past and the thought of it happening again really excites me, but I have to stop.

Any advice is appreciated.