I was asked tonight what is my Kinkiest Dirtiest, Filthiest Fantasy and thought that it would make for a great to ask everyone.

Here is mine: it is to make one of my lovers fantasies come true. She shared this with me when we first met 8 years ago and so she has not realized it yet, there being a lot of coordination that has to go into pulling it off, in as realistic of a way as possible so she can realize her fantasy.

This is how I answered:

"I’m deeply attracted to open-minded women who are eager to explore their sexuality and push boundaries, asking me to create opportunities for them. It’s intoxicating to find a lover who trusts me completely to arrange events and scenarios.

My current lover has a r@pe fantasy of my planning a gangbang for her where she is taken against her will and used mercessly by men for their own pleasure. She wants to have her clothes tipped off, blindfolded and have the men I select do anything they want, but she cannot see what they are going to do next, how many are fucking her or what they look like.

When she shared this fantasy I told her she will dress provocatively and walk down a street. A rented van will pull up next to her and men will jump out, blindfold her and throw her in the back where there is a mattress. I will drive throughout town picking up men along the way to fuck her senselessly while we drive-through busy streets and passerby‘s hear her being pleasured inside.

It is only until afterward, when she sees the pictures and videos that she can see the men, allowing her to relive every moment over and over again.

As you can understand, this takes a tremendous amount of trust built with someone. I’m very careful and do not take risks, but I do enjoy pushing the envelope of what is possible sexually to realizing and exceeding my lovers most secret innermost fantasies.

You probably have noticed that a lot of my fantasies center around fulfilling my lovers desires. That’s because I derive my pleasure from my lovers happiness. I never ask for anything in return, make demands or tell her what she can and cannot do or what men she can or cannot see. All that I ask for is for her to be safe. I care deeply about my lovers and so I have concern for her well-being and safety. They are first and foremost friends and so their aft-care is paramount."