I (41/F) have had this fantasy for a long time, but between safety and the logistics of doing so it seems maybe far fetched for it to happen. I would love some type of gang bang or free use fantasy with a group of men watching and controlling me. I have given it some attempts irl. I love to be watched, allow strangers to control my sex toys via an app, engaged in some threesomes and tried to schedule but it has yet to work out. Part of the fantasy is it being near strangers and anonymous, which provides another challenge without me going to another city and safety as I won't visit a glory hole or similar truly anon situation.

Is there some safer maybe virtual option? like a virtual group masturbation thing? I have never done video stuff so curious how this could work out? Obviously not the same, but maybe will scratch the itch a bit while I wait for something irl. Have you ever participated in something like this? Tips & tricks? Things you would have liked to happen/see?

To be crystal clear: I am not selling anything, not a SW, just a horny reddit slut.