I want to begin and say that I was not groomed. All of this happened after my mom died and we all moved back in with our dad. I am 24. My sister is 27 and my brother is 29. Four years ago my mother passed away. I won't go into detail but it was a very preventable and accidental. To keep my identity a secret that is all I will say about that. A week after the funeral all of my siblings moved back in with my dad and within a few months my sister and my dad had started getting closer than usual and having sex. If you want long and graphic sexual descriptions, leave this post because I'm not here for that. What I share is what I share. My dad was mourning and alone and my sister spent a lot of time with him. We all did but my sister really spent the most time. They started sharing a bed together and me and my brother just assumed that they were a thing. All the tragedy around us we didn't judge it or even talk about it. My mother's death was very traumatic. She was literally fine one day and then gone the next day. We were all mourning. M suspicion that they were having sex was verified when the door was open a little bit in my dad's room and I saw him laying back in the bed and her head between his legs going up and down. That's all I could see but it was enough to know. It was weird to see but at the same time I couldn't judge them. My dad was devastated and we all were. He lost a wife and we lost a mother. They planned a trip together but she passed before that could happen so my sister went with him instead and I'm sure they had a lot of sex on that trip.

I also couldn't judge because I was becoming close with my brother. We were all spending time as a family but my dad was there for my sister and my sister was there for my dad. We were of course all there for each other but they had a special bond and it's fully romantic now. I started forming that kind of bond with my brother. It wasn't as fast as with my sister and dad. It took me a year and half to even kiss my brother but it was very romantic and probably the purest romance I've ever had. I love him with all my heart today and he is the man I want to be with forever. How it started is the same as any other relationship i've had with a non family member. We start spending more time together, we check each other out, we spent time outside of the house together, and just bonded. Also during this my sister and dad had become a full couple that we accepted. They call each other "honey" and "babe." The age gap is large but it isn't huge because my dad had her young. It was never discussed or talked about like "we are a couple now" but it was just understood. They would kiss and hold hands around us. They'd go out on dates and it just works out. My sister and my dad had a daughter 2 years ago and she was a healthy baby girl. No, I do not want to raise her in an "incest household" or a "nudist household." We plan on her understanding the situation but not forcing it upon her. We aren't going to have sex in the living room while she's there. Think of your parents. You know they have sex, you know they are together, but you don't see it(unless you do, maybe this is the wrong sub to assume that but you get what I mean.) The first time I kissed my brother we had sex right after and it felt like over a year of tension all coming out. I love him. I think he's handsome and sweet. I don't feel bad about it at all. I have no second thoughts. Do I enjoy the taboo? Yes. But that isn't the foundation of the relationship. We are in love and lovers kiss and have sex. I felt weird at first. I didn't feel weird seeing my dad and sister but first hand going through it made me feel strange and bad. I felt like a disgusting sister but I moved past it. But that first time my brother penetrated me was just crazy. That whole thinking that this was my brother the whole time. We're together and my dad is with my sister. I've had sex with my dad before and my sister has had sex with my brother but with them it's just sex. I am romantically involved with my brother and she is romantically involved with our dad. We've never had some huge orgy or anything. It's just happened. I've sucked off my dad or let him fuck me. My sister has fucked my brother and we know it's all love and there is no jealousy. I think people would be more open to sharing their partners if it was someone you trusted and loved like your family. I trust my sister and want her to enjoy herself. So if she wants my man for a time she can have him. Just like sometimes I want to fuck my dad and that's okay.

Recently I discovered that I am pregnant and I couldn't be happier. That's all I have to say for this post. Maybe I'll make another one explaining the dynamic more but for now this is a general overview of everything.