So I finally got to meet my Domme. We actually went to a park that first day and I think I did a pretty good job actually massaging her feet. Maybe that's why I was allowed to go further. Anyway I had a wonderful day that day, as I felt I had genuinely pleased her and at the same time thoroughly enjoyed myself.

I was hers the moment she looked at me and took control. I realized it after we got "caught" by multiple people, being "legally inappropriate" and no words were spoken but we seemed to have an understanding that she'd stop if she got uncomfortable. It was one of my first opportunities to give up thinking and be Momma's good boy. I loved it.

I want that feeling again, enjoy pleasing momma and see her pleasure.

Some important things to note: I'm continually impressed with how well she cares for me. The blend of control and dominance mixed with the incredible caregiving is nothing short of amazing. I'm amazed. I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more, but I receive more nonetheless. Praise? I get physically moved when she says things like "good boy" or anything similar. I mentioned I noticed that I like it a whole lot and she (perhaps jokingly) gave me extra genuine praise immediately.

It was genuine. It made me smile immediately. I realized she did it because I like it. I feel like I matter. I'm cared for. My feelings matter... It's harder to put into words but, I actually cried thinking about it more than once in the past day or 2. I try so hard to give my all, and genuine praise gets me. I appreciate everything momma does so so much!

My Domme is very pretty, has a great attitude, and makes me feel cared for, important, accepted and "not too much" ever.

Thank you,

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