I’m very religious in a traditional sense and at the time my instant thought was “I’m encountering a demon.” Which I haven’t entirely ruled out yet, hopefully thats enough for you to take me seriously.

Okay so I had a great lsdxm trip, admittedly earlier in the day (several hours prior, and several hours after the effects had worn off:) I tried c for the first time (two thin lines can’t say for sure best guess 60-90mg not a lot.)

During and After the lsdxm trip, I decided to smoke some weed and potentiate it, during made a very intense part of the trip and afterwards was going extremely well, I was very euphoric and enjoying the dancing that was left, ogling how it looked like another world. All of a sudden (I did have tv on in the background low volume that had absentmindedly gotten to a horror game playthrough (common for me to watch so I didn’t really mind it because again it was several hours from trip in afterglow just smoking some weed to get a bit extra from it))

I had an instant, at least one, of pure terror and nakedness. I felt completely and totally vulnerable in every way (I had also paused the video playing a minute or two before this, not ruling out it being the reason either.)

I had an image in my mind of a purple woman with horns and two sets of eyes with a fifth at the top. Ik these drugs cause some crazy shit and I’m still waiting to get down I’m all good. But this has me at best very very perplexed.

Any help is appreciated, also sorry it’s hard to read this was recently like an hour ago I’m waiting to come down off the weed but it feels like it’s going on forever. I know I added a lot of stuff kind of haphazardly, but I truly felt I was being safe, I even nasal washed a couple hours after c and that was before I even dosed for the trip.

Edit: rereading I didn’t explain well enough: the terror I felt is very much residing, I had a very “pivotal” moment in my life (again I keep in mind I’m on drugs)

The terror was so pure there was nothing else, and it lingered. I literally pulled out my phone and Bible app and looked up “though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…” and that helped a ton, made me feel safe. Whatever that is whether internal or external idk, point is this is the most pure form of existential crisis I have ever experienced and can’t imagine many moments else where I would. Is this normal in any way? I’m hoping so.