Being raped by a stranger is exciting as well, but the idea of being continuously abused and manipulated by a man is so hot to me psychologically. I want a man who has no respect for me and forces me to do whatever he wants. If I try to argue or talk back, he'll just take out his cock and force it down my throat to shut me up. He'll constantly push my limits and break his promises to me. And of course, he'll never let me say I'm not in the mood to be fucked however he likes. He can also take out any anger or stress on me, regardless of whether or not I have anything to do with the cause of it. I'll just be his punching bag and rapedoll.