This is a long read. * *If you want to skip the intro, scroll over to 20/21, etc * * Le commencement. ~

I always believed and hoped that one day, I'd find that special someone. I dreamt that; I'd marry, give my virginity to and that we'd have two children together. I held onto that dream until my early twenties.

After witnessing so many failed marriages, I gave up on that dream entirely. Once I accepted that fact; I was no longer interested in dating or sex, throughout my high school years. I had other goals and ambitions.

I rejected everyone who'd ask me out. I was already an introvert so it wasn't difficult to do.

I graduated in 2008.

-At 18 years old, I moved hours away and in with some close friends of mine. I was out of my element and completely surrounded by men... All the time.

My interest began to peak. I changed my appearance from comfortable and lazy to slutty and emo. My curvaceous body, my breasts luring all the men into me... My mini laced skirts, thong and black country girl boots. All the men wanted me. Even my best friend's dad. I'd let him look at me, but that's all he did. He'd give my bestie and I rides and I knew his cock was throbbing.

Once out in public with people my own age, I'd flash my thong and breasts to anyone who'd look. I loved the attention I was getting... Good or bad, it was almost intoxicating.

Men would grope me, lift up my shirt or skirt and I'd let them. I made out with one man out of sheer boredom. I'd sit then ride on his leg until he made me wet. I'd stroke his cock through his pants, but once I had my fill, I'd leave him hard. I didn't blow him, I wasn't actually into him.

I was a tease and little bit of an attention whore.

I've been cornered by a group of horny and drunk men, but nothing came of it. I just wanted to tease people without any significant consequences.

Subliminally, I was begging and pleading to be raped. Looking back, I'm disappointed no one came through. However, My besties dad asked me nicely, but I rejected his offer.

I move out of state and try my best to fit in... I still have my -vcard-, but now I'm comfortable with men.

-At 19/20, I ✨dated✨ and only let men finger me... In public, in cars, parks, parking lots. I'd give them handjobs, maybe a little taste of my untainted cunt and they'd beg me for more. At some point, I'd climb on top of them and ride them while still only wearing panties. I came, they came. No penetration. I'd come home wearing a short skirt and no panties. Climb in bed and insert my fingers into my pussy. I loved it... "I wonder, who's going to take my -vcard-..."

In retrospect, I probably should have let one of those gentleman take it.

-Now at 20/21 years old, I moved to another state.

I've got long dyed brunette hair, dark makeup on, my body was incredible. I had a job and I wasn't seeing anyone so I joined plenty of 🐬...

((If you know, you know.))

This man in black sunglasses and dark tan skin reaches out to me. I may have blown off his first and second invitation, I don't remember. The third time, I followed through. Despite my anxiety and nerves, I took a risk.

I start second guessing myself and as I'm picking out my outfit for the date, a thought occured to me. "What's keeping me from giving away my -vcard-?" As I'm digging through my closet, pulling out my old slutty clothes... I'm imagining a cock penetrating my virgin pussy. I lay in bed with my legs spread open and I masturbate to the thought of it.

My date pulls up and his initial plan was coffee followed by a movie. I'm all in. He drives me over to a hotel and says, "I left something in my room. Do you--- want to check out my place before we go to the movies?"

"Sure!!! I'd love to."

I follow him up the stairs and he says, "Are you sure?"

"Yes, it's just your apartment and it's only for a minute. We'll have time to catch the movie."

I step inside... He locks the door behind us.

I'm thinking, "Him staying in a hotel, it's only normal to... Lock the door, right?" I brush it off. Any anxiety or stress, I ignore it.

I sit on his bed. He asked, if I was comfortable and I said, yes.

He turns the blinds down and immediately starts feeling my breasts. It felt good... I loved it ... My bra came off and he began to kiss, suck, massage my breasts simultaneously.

He comes to an immediate halt and says, "Are you a virgin?"

I say, "yes. Is there something wrong?"

He says, "How do I know you're not lying?"

I laugh and say, "Why would I lie about that?"

He turns on the TV and sits in silence for a moment.

I put my bra back on. "We're going to be late for the movie!!! We should go!!!"

I run to the door, it's locked. I can't open it. "Could you get the door for me please? I don't want to miss our movie?"

He unlocks one lock then stops. I ask him, "what's going on?... You okay?"

He lifts my skirt up and runs his hands over my breasts. "Please stop. Get off of me."

He shoves me onto his bed. I run back to the door, I knock and scream... He covers my mouth shut.

He takes my skirt off and rips my panties apart. "Stop it!!!! Please?? I want to leave!!!"

"I know you're lying to me. Look at you. You want me to believe I'm your first? We'll see about that."

He turned to his wooden nightstand to put a blue condom on.

Again, I ran. He overpowered me for a third time.

I'm lying on his bed I'm trying my best to hide my pussy / keep it away from him.

His condom is on and he pins me to his bed by grabbing my wrists. He slaps my thighs apart and demands that I open them for him. I'm crying and begging him to let me go.

"I just want to make sure, you're not lying to me. Oh. It's going to hurt, but if you cooperate with me, I can make it less painful for you."

With no energy left, I spread myself open for him with my hands being held above my head.

In frustration he tells me, "I'm too tight to put his cock into." He spits on my pussy. It dried up immediately.

He takes himself off of my body and tells me, "I'm not to move or He'll make my experience much worse than I can imagine."

He walks to his nightstand and pulls out a bottle of lube. "Now, I don't have to make you cum."

He applies the cold jelly onto my virgin pussy and smirks. "It still won't fit. Spread your fucking legs for me or I'll fuck your asshole too." He slaps my legs harder and I continue to cry.

All of a sudden, I can feel a pressure in between my legs... "I can't believe I got the head in!!! The rest will be easy. Just keep your fucking legs open for me or your asshole's next."

He shoves his hard cock into me and I let out a scream. He covers my mouth with his hand and he's balls deep into me. My pussy is being torn apart. "Your pussy is so fucking tight!!! Maybe, you're not lying to me after all."

He lets out a moan and pushes his cum deep into me. However, the condom catches everything.

He pulls out and says, "You're wet. Did you cum?"

Embarrassed, I said no.

He puts his hand inside my pussy and attempts to correct me... Then notices there's blood on his bed.

"Are you on your period?"

..."No. You just took my virginity you fucking idiot!"

"I'll let you have that one. Next time you disrespect me, I'll take it out on you. I guess, you're right though. You weren't lying to me after all. You know, you're the first virgin I've ever fucked. Now go into the bathroom and clean yourself off."

I wash up and wipe away my tears.

I put my bra on and throw what's left of my panties into the trash.

I assume he's done with me. I tell him, "I'm ready to leave."

He pulls my clothes back off and quickly slips another condom on. This one's red. He pulls out his lube and strokes his cock.

I was wrong.

He pulled my hair back and with his lubed up cock, he penetrated my asshole. "You're so fucking tight!!! How do you like it?? Tell me, you love my cock filling up your asshole!!! Tell me!"

I repeat, I love your cock filling up my asshole!!!

"Tell me you love being my whore!!!"

I repeat. "I love being your whore!!!"

He pulls his cock out of me and removes his condom. "What do you love??"

"I love being your whore!!!"

He takes his bare throbbing cock and pushes it all the way inside me and his cum fills me up.

I use his bathroom to clean myself off. Again.

I cry less than before, this time. I realize, I haven't even cum yet.

He unlocks the door and tells me to leave.

I sit on his bed and watch tv, ignoring him.

He becomes angry, but let's me stay. He cleans himself up and all the blood that I left. I walk past him and pull out an unused blue condom out of his nightstand. I take it out of the wrapper and I tell him to "fuck me with it."

Confused, he laughed. "I unlocked the door, just go."

"You took my virginity. I didn't cum. I want you to fuck me and make me cum and then I'll leave."

He agreed to my terms. He was soft so I blew him, I put the condom on him and I fucked him. I wanted him inside of my pussy and I wanted more of his cum in my ass.

I opened the blinds and anyone looking in could see me fucking this man. His door was still unlocked and left wide open.

I agreed to meet up with him two more times, but I was in control. I have even given him a deep throat while he was driving me back to his place.

That's how I lost my virginity. - Maggie

Shortly after:

I blew him before and after the last two times I saw him, especially in his car. He'd hold my head down and have me accept all of his cock then force me to swallow all of his cum. He'd pull off to the side of the road and he'd fuck my ass until it poured out of me. We'd come back to his place and I took off my skirt. I'd wait for him to put an unused condom on. After awhile, I became his whore.

Fin.