Long Read.

When I was younger, I used to have what was described to me as "vanilla sex." I didn't really know, what that meant back then. (I lost my virginity at 21/22.) I did my own thing for awhile and found sex to be boring and not exactly pleasurable. Even back then, I stayed away from exclusive relationships and just went out on a lot of ✨casual dates.✨

About 5 years ago, (I was 28) I met this guy... Let's call him Josh. The first time we hung out and it was the three of us. Josh, his best friend (Sara) and I. We smoked together. It was an incredible experience. The three of us, went back to Josh's house and started watching TV. I was so excited to watch a new series and it's coming on!!! (Disenchanted.) I was so thrilled!!! Words couldn't describe the happiness I felt.

All of a sudden, my motor skills slow way down and I... I felt like I couldn't move. Oh no... Sara and Josh make direct eye contact with each other and nod without saying anything. Sara immediately stands up, stretches, yawns and in under a minute, decides to go home.

Josh stares out the window waiting for her to drive off.

Now it's just the two of us, alone in his living room together... He asks me, if I want to watch anything else. I light up and say, "I'd love to watch the new Sabrina!!!" Sabrina just came on the air and it was it's very first showing

He shrugs and as the intro comes on; about five minutes into it, Josh places himself behind me and starts massaging my lower back. I lean into it and let out a soft moan.

Josh then guides his hands up and down my ass, thighs and pussy. ...I don't resist, it feels good. It felt so good, it made me wet.

He moves my jeans to the side, as he slides his hands into my panties. He grabs my pussy and notices how soaked I am and evilly smirks. He forcefully plays with my clit and makes me cum for him. I can't resist or push him off me. Unwillingly, I cum and I'm embarrassed. I didn't want this... I didn't want him, I just wanted to enjoy the show. Why can't I move?...

I beg him to stop and he finally does. I feel like, I can breathe again. I'm thinking to myself, "I can't believe, I missed over half the show... I don't want to see him again. At least... At least, he stopped so... Maybe, he's not so bad. Maybe, I'm overreacting?..."

I start getting movement in my body again... It's only a little bit and I'm way too high to drive myself home, safely.

Without warning, he took off my jeans and panties. He reaches for my pussy and says, "I can't believe you're still sooo soaked. You really like it, don't you? I've got something for you." He's stroking my pussy hard and rubbing my clit. My lower half is completely exposed.

I resist and fight him off me. I try to run. He pins and chokes me. I cry, plead and beg for him to let me go. He inserts his hard cock into me. He loves my tight pussy especially since I haven't been with anyone in the past couple of years. He's thrusting into me and even though my body wants it, I don't. I scream and he quickly shoves my soaked panties into my mouth. "He's using... THAT as a gag???"

He says to me, "You're so tight, but... What about your other hole?... Just tell me, if you don't want me to... And I won't." Tears pour from my face. I mumble as loud as I could muster, "I don't want anymore. Please, just let me go home!!!" He smiles.

He withdraws his cock from within me and softly caresses the insides of my vagina... Stroking it with one finger and he begins to insert his fingers inside. First one, then two... Three... Then four... His entire fist is inside me.

He twists his fist clockwise and counter clockwise inside of my body a couple times. "I think, I think, I'm sobering up."

He removes himself and lubes his hard cock with my pussy juice. He shoves his dick into my asshole. "I thought your pussy was tight, but your asshole is so much tighter!" He switches holes interchangeably and his cum finally fills my asshole. His cum leaks out of me.

Now with full body movement restored and no self esteem left he says to me, "I added something special to your cigarette... It's a good thing I did cause you put up one hell of a fight. I wouldn't have been able to take you otherwise. Honestly, I don't know which one's better between your pussy or your asshole. I couldn't make up my mind so I used both."

I quietly left and drove myself home.

Something changed in me since then... Now, I'm always wanting to be raped. I need to be dominated and controlled. Vanilla sex is boring and it doesn't satisfy me anymore.

Fin.