i do not like him as a person. i’m actively an asshole to him AND STILL he wants to hAnG oUt and jUsT bE fRiEnDs. ew.

he thinks there’s still sexual tension and every time he says that shit i want to laugh in his face. gross.

but also… i’m no angel. sigh i could be more direct.

even though it’s baffling that he hasn’t gotten the very obvious hint, i could just easily tell him “i have no desire to get to know you. you are annoying, and my headaches have increased since meeting you.”

because the reason this has lasted as long as it has is because i‘ve been playing with him and trying to get him to admit we are completely 100% incompatible, as glaringly fucking obvious as it is (and i can still argue my intentions were barely malicious). instead he’ll mirror me and actually think i don’t notice.

i just need to grow some (metaphorical) balls…

omg he’s so fucking annoying!!!

thanks for reading