Hi, I dont mean to be a debby downer but im kinda desperate at this point.

A bit of a backstory. I grew up very sheltered and bullied. Almost all my life ive been the social outcast and i barely made any friends. My two closest friends both died in the same accident two years ago.

I've had crohn's disease for over a decade, and on top of that have had severe depression and a wealth of other mental health issues ranging from mild autism to potent schizophrenia. I've managed to keep one friend over the years, and i'd like to think were fairly close.

I'm sheltered up in my room all times of day for the past two years. Im 21, jobless no work experience, and I cant go outside because I have nothing to do from a lack of funds, social backgrounds, and the fact that I just moved to a brand new area.

Im in a catch 22 here. I can't kick the depression and all these problems because I cant go out and be able to get a job. I cant take the necessary steps to be better, and im desperate for a solution.

I dont talk to people. I have no social groups or anyone to interact with. Using those costs money and I have no auto insurance so I cant drive, and the last things I had left to do with my friend are all gone. We used to play xbox, but that broke down a long time ago. Now we have nothing left. I have nothing left to cope with all this anymore, as thats all been sold by my family for things they need (like supporting my dead ass living in their bedroom for this long) or its broken.

I dont know if its money, people, things, resources, no clue. But me and my therapist both agree theres a problem here neither of us know how to solve.

If you have anything, advice, a solution, things to provide, ANYTHING, ill take any help i can get. Im truly desperate for a way out of this. I dont know what is appropriate or what to do here, whether it be some sort of campaign or whatever, but I dont think the government can help me either.