Hello, this post is a bit wordy, but I've done my best to communicate who I am and what I am looking for so that you can make an informed decision. Enjoy.

TL;DR: I am grounded, peaceful, with a radiant smile, and a sense of childlike wonder that never left me. I want someone with an open heart to suckle and form a lasting emotional connection.

Physicality:

I'm 26, White, Blonde, Red, Brown, and Dark Brown bordering on black hair simultaneously. Intensely Green eyes, Very fit (6'1, 166 Lbs), I look like a younger Michael Fassbender or Viggo Mortensen. If you were picturing one of them as a court sorcerer in a fantasy world, you have me. My voice is very deep and soothing.

Personality:

I'm very grounded, calm, and reflective, actively making an effort to cultivate peace in my actions, my gaze, my words, and my emotions - on the flip side, I love to play. I feel that childlike wonder and its force as an animus of our actions is crucial to longevity and a fulfilled life - climbing trees, singing, smiling while walking under the sun, animal flow, capoeira, and yoga. I love making jokes but prefer someone with a positive sense of humour as I'm actively trying to eliminate cursing and unnecessary negativity from my vocabulary.

TLDR My inner state is designed to share my peace and happiness with the world.

Interests - I quite literally do everything. Travel, Barefoot running, Health & Fitness, Ice Cream, Travel, Ancient History, Slinging, Jiu-Jitsu, Muay Thai, Capoeira, Yoga, Qigong, Meditation, Reading, Cooking from scratch, Cooking in the wilderness over an open fire, Horseback riding, Camping, Urban Exploration, Paddle Boarding, Bouldering, Men's Gymnastics, Hema, Singing, The Saxophone, Guitar, Composition, Creative Writing, Reverse engineering society and technology, building gadgets, coding (exclusively python at the moment) Gaming (I'm pondering giving this up completely for productivity) Shenanigans. If you need a body for literally any activity I am in.

Daily life - My career revolves around psychoanalysis and biomechanics. My routine is a bit intensive as a result, daily yoga, strength & mobility-based workouts, dialled-in nutrition, meditation, and mindfulness. I model myself for everything that I teach. I get to help everyone from kids struggling with school to high-performance athletes and elderly people looking to regain the confidence to move. It is exactly where I am meant to be and I feel so happy to be where I am every single day. I like to cook elaborate meals, even for just myself. I spend as much time in the sun and barefoot as I can. In an ideal world, the weather would be warm, the grass soft and I would never have to wear clothing. Whenever I'm sad I like ice cream or a hug.

Who and what I'm looking for:

Someone I can really connect to deeply and emotionally, The type of person you start chatting to, and within minutes you feel your heart tugging in their direction. I want someone to suckle for hours (dry or wet) someone whose chest I can lay my head on in the quiet of the morning. Someone I can fall asleep holding and wake up pressed against. I want someone who feels a deep, heady sensation in their chest at my words, someone who gets as much emotional and physical fulfilment from this as I do. I want to feel the warmth of your breasts against my face, feel the softness of your nipples and areola like rose petals, the happiness, and appreciation from gazing at your chest, the connection I feel latching on, not just of physical satisfaction, but of my heart reaching out and finding an embrace. I feel like the word relationship, friend, mentor - none of these really fit. I want someone to make a lifelong connection with, that even if my head is not resting against your breasts years from now, we still chat, and still have an appreciation for the other.

My ideal partner:

Has a big heart and loves to cuddle. She takes care of herself (nothing to the degree of what I'm doing - No drugs, alcohol in moderation, No frequenting establishments like McDonald's. I don't mind if you're overweight (you could be 120 lbs or 300 lbs and still be beautiful), just that you have a positive mental and physical outlook on weight. I don't expect anyone to go to the gym for me and will never push my partner to lose weight/use different makeup etc) I want someone who feels the desire to help others, to nurture, someone who likes to smile. I'm putting an upper age limit of around 55-60 unless you happen to be immortal in which case please get in touch. Liking ice cream is a huge plus. If you are unwaveringly vegan we will not get along.

Location - Southeast England, but I travel for whatever sparks my interest and this is something of great interest to me. I have a strong desire to stay within the confines of Western Europe for the next few months.

My kinks - I have a strong craving for anything wholesome, soft gestures, holding, cuddling, and words of encouragement. My interest in suckling isn't sexual - it's the emotional and physical connection, over time, with the right person, I would be open to something more, I practice something called Karezza, but only with someone I feel a deep connection to with my heart. I want to get to know you on a deeper level than purely sexual.

If what I've written stirred emotion within your chest, please reach out.