I know this is a bummer, dumbass sob story and I usually don't like those but this is the only community I can really look to. I'm a 34 year old woman, it shouldn't effect me like this but it is and I'm more bummed than I have been in 2 years. I've been doing so good, even made a New Years resolution to talk to him more, less than two weeks later he calls me a disappointment because I have differing beliefs than him. What's worse is I apologized! The fuck is wrong with me?

I don't know, I could just use some happiness to look forward to, I have a cloud hanging over me right now and I need to brighten it with something.

He was the last family member I spoke to. My mother called me a disappointment too, years ago, it was the last time I spoke to her. I don't have a single blood relative left that cares about me in any way. What am I supposed to do with that?

Anyway, I'm sorry for this dumb rant and I understand if it's not worth sending anything for. I'm just bummed and don't have any other communities.

If you need my address just message me, I'll be happy to send something back but it may take awhile for me to be in the mood to do so. I'm going shopping this weekend for card stuff to maybe get myself into the idea.

Sorry guys...Thanks

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Edit: I didn't expect so much support, thank you so much. I've actually kind of lost track of everyone asking for my address if you still need it please message me. Sorry.