Edit: I am closing this now and I am so grateful to all of you for the support. I PM’d my address. Thank you ☺️

My friend died. It was sudden and seemed like it was out of no where. I am having a really hard time processing the grief. For over a week I couldn’t get any information about how or why so I felt like I was in a state of shock and denial. Today I found out how it happened and it’s a very terrible thing and something that is very triggering to me personally.

I have been struggling a lot with depression again (I’m sorry I’ve been behind on sending cards and posting thank yous because of it). So this news is especially difficult for me right now and to be honest I really don’t know how I am going to cope. It feels like it’s too much for me to bear. (I do have professional help though which is good)

I’m sorry to post something so sad but I would be so grateful if anyone would like to send me a card. It could be any card you feel like. If anyone has tips on how they’ve processed grief that might be helpful. Or just a lighthearted or funny card would be nice to help my mood.

I have enjoyed being a part of this community very much and have been frustrated that my recurrent, severe clinical depression gets in the way sometimes of me being as active as I’d like. I am hoping that this request might give me a little boost and help me get back into it.

Thank you so much!