Hi :)

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so to be honest, I'm hesitant about making this post. First of all, my first request is obviously something exciting. I also feel kinda bad for making a request because I didn't send as many cards (yet) and I told myself that I'd make a request as soon as I settled into my new home, which isn't the case at the moment (I still don't have any curtains). But a lot of lurking in this sub and the meta sub showed me, that you guys are an extremely open community that will hopefully not eat me alive :)

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To the request:

I'm mentally not in a good state right now. I just moved out and ended an abusive relationship. I lost most of my social contacts due to this and had quite a setback in therapy. My last few weeks have been miserable, I got a new antidepressant that worked the opposite way than it should have (I don't know the word in English, but in German it's called 'paradoxer Effekt'). I always feel like this is it, it can't go further down. But life keeps giving and the downwards spiral keeps going. I still owe nine people postcards, but I didn't have to energy to make them yet (If you are one of those people, I'm sorry, the card will come but I need some more time).

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So in case u want to send me a card, PM me and I'll send you my address! I'll happily send cards back, it might take some time though.

Btw English isn't my first language, sorry for all the mistakes :)