Requesting from people in the US cause I'm moving April 16-20 so it could take too long otherwise...It's my 31st birthday today... If anyone happens to have or could make a card for me I would appreciate it... I won't have an address for some time (driving to Northern CA in a van/RV and don't have a new home yet) so this will be my last chance for...some time.

If anyone lives in Northern California, in Humboldt County, I would really appreciate hearing about it and being able to ask some specific questions about it... I grew up in Southern CA but been in Michigan for the second half of my life.

Here's a list of likes and dislikes, if anyone happens to have something fitting...https://www.reddit.com/user/merfrog/comments/jhwj6n/things_i_love_info_for_sticker_exchange_club_and/

Thank yous.

I did get one surprise b-day card from someone on here, and it was really sweet. I wrote back (and want to maybe wait till they get it before doing thank you post.)

CW: sad life stuffs......I'm getting blood drawn today, one of the worst things ever to me... It's the only human contact I get since the pandemic tho... I finally got home-visit doctor/nurse thing for my disability that no doctor office has ever accomodated, and the timing is so awful... I'm devastated to be losing it after only a few months and when I actually have something I need to keep getting bloodwork and help with, rather than my usual forced checkups just to get my forever meds... I'm just totally screwed. It was a while back and before the pandemic, but last we knew, doctors were extremely limited there and I might have to drive hours just for checkups/bloodwork. I can't wear a mask or go anywhere with my pain disorders; I just can't. I wish visiting physicians was there SO badly.

I'm completely overwhelmed and worried about packing, traveling, moving, so much change, when I'm doing the worst ever... I need to do so many things and I can't even manage to do most basic tasks, worse than ever right now. Everything is too painful. I can't stop procrastinating and avoiding, even though I know it's making it worse... I know that EVENTUALLY a lot of things are going to be improved, but it's NOT helping me. I know I'm going to suffer so much before it's finally set up and more okay again... My mother keeps telling me not to worry, that it'll all be taken care of and worked out, but I keep telling her that's extremely UNHELPFUL to me. I need facts. I need to know as much as I can. So much is up in the air.

I'm not sure what I need, maybe just distractions. Maybe commiserating. Or specific info if anyone has it... Compliments are a pretty safe bet for me...I need them more than ever .currently. Thank you.