I do more offers here than requests but I wanted to share great news and feel your love!

I'm 32 years old, 3rd generation Kansas city, but I now live in NY. I grew up with a very abusive father in every nasty way possible. I feared men since the age of 11. I developed a very low self esteem and just wanted to be loved by anyone. Unfortunately, being as naive and sweet as I am, I got raped twice in my life. Which made me hate men even more. I really didnt know what love felt like without abuse so I tolerated many abusive relationships. I promised myself I would never get married or have children in risk of marrying an abusive man.

I've been in therapy on my own every week for past 10 years. I finished college! Developed a self esteem! Left my abusive boyfriend I was with for 4 years. I took a break from dating to learn to love myself and respect myself.

I've now been dating the man of my dreams for almost 2 years. He isnt abusive in any sense at all! Hes gentle and sweet and romantic and will do anything to make me happy. Hes beyond consideration and caring and giving and the purity I found within myself in humility. We both want to make the world a better kinder place. We both went to college and finished at the same time .I met him last semester and we were only friends at first. That's the best when you act yourself. I felt safe with him, he was such a gentlemen. I didnt know men like him existed! I met his family just this past weekend. My fiance is last of 11 siblings and every single one of them is so sweet.

I believe G-d is really watching out for me. Because i dreamed of having a family and I dont talk to anyone on my fathers side. So my family is fairly small. Now I'm marrying into a beautiful large family! I'm in dreamland! It really feels like a miracle...its only been 4 days with a ring on my finger I'm in 7th heaven.