I feel guilty asking for cards right now as I have not sent any since Christmas and have also got a list of Birthday thank yous still to post. I am struggling so much at the moment. It seems never ending. I've suffered with mental health issues since I was 13, so 27 years, I am used to it but this feels worse. A brief of the last 7 months, I almost lost my dad twice due to an infection and then later sepsis. My mum was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in mid Nov and I lost her 7 weeks later. My mother in law has been in hospital for 4 weeks now. Then yesterday I got the news my only friend, my beautiful rescue dog, has a mass on his liver. Tomorrow he is going to leave me. I don't know how I am going to cope. I slept on the floor next to him all night. Not that I slept much. So I am reaching out because every time I've needed people, you've been there. Thank you.